Thursday, October 30, 2008
Parkway West Middle School
"It is horrible that 6th graders are capable of doling out such inappropriate behavior towards fellow classmates, horrible that faith and/or ethnicity was the label that lead to intolerant and what some consider discriminatory actions. However, I am also perplexed by the efforts of Edward Weinhaus".
I suppose I can't go on without some form of commentary on this issue, for more reasons than the obvious tragedy of events leading up to a student being slapped in my daughters former school simply because he was Jewish. It really is sad folks. There are few people, not even including my mother who lives in LA, who have not heard about this. And I am nervous to even write about it for fear there be retribution. There, I said it. I say it for obvious reasons as well: for fear of being considered intolerant myself, minimizing the issue, and/or at worst case, being considered anti-Semitic by, according to the Edward Weinhaus's site, 242 very pissed off people.
While I too share the emotion of what happened, (and do not in anyway condone such behavior), the bottom line is, I don't trust Edward Weinhaus to represent my communities concern, he who's agenda is obviously more centered upon "attention getting" rather than working cohesively to resolve the issue. Weinhaus, a concerned parent who's children do not even attend Parkway West Middle School, headed up the site, calling for resignations and investigations. I do somewhat admire his fervor. I have to admit that.
I take issue with his spin on the issue: deliberate, hidden, attempting to find fault, portraying a lack of concern by teachers and administrators, community. The big one--the cattle call for significant media attention--that which portrayed our district and our community as intolerant. There is implication that our entire community is intolerent, because of the media attention given.
"Hey Weinhaus, bravo dude. But I think you missed the mark".
I found this quote while doing some research on this topic:
"If you walk in the room and say, nobody likes me, everybody looks for the reason. Perhaps it has to do with being the center of attention?"
I don't think this community is intolerant nor incapable of handling sensitive issues. I live in the Parkway School District and trust who manages things. I feel I am a part of the community and my child was indeed a student of Parkway West Middle School in the Parkway School District; an imperfect and evolving institution moving towards being a better place to educate our children. But a knee-jerk call for resignation of our administrators for whom we as a community elect and trust to resolve issues is shallow. You see, it is not just Mr. Weinhaus and his constituency saddened by the unfortunate incident. It is all of us together.
Just because you are Jewish, Mr. Weinhaus, it doesn't necessarily mean that you are any more disgusted or appalled than I, or others (of all faith) making up our community. Did your approach glean the results you wanted? --or did it quite possibly alienate those who might have embraced the need for change--those parents whose values need influence and adjustment--those who might have embraced the school systems reaction to the seriousness without media fodder. Will this happen the way it should if things were given the opportunity to play out through school districts policy? You see, it is the parents who are ultimately responsible. It is the school district who provides influence.
I can't help but think that there is a better story to be told here: Who is Edward Weinhaus and what is his agenda?
I haven't found too many blog posts on the issue speaking up for the school district and the administrators at Parkway Middle School, though I have heard that many people showed last night at the Board meeting in support of the district moving on, letting them do their jobs and not to seek more investigation. I (and many parents who were appalled with the behaviour of the students) am confident that specific policies, procedures and guidelines will soon be in place to avert this happening again, a learning process achieved by students, teachers, administrator and the community.
Bubba #3
Yes, my first cross race post mountain bike season. I had a bit of an issue with my health but it really wouldn't have mattered. I had been sick, yes, but the first race of the season is always the most eye opening. The B's now have 35 riders, that's a lot of young-ins in that race, I was thinking at the start, when Mike Weiss called me up to the front for giving a little bit of chili and meat for the races, this is going to be "not good", and it wasn't.
I stayed put in the back at the lineup, knowing my ass was sure to be handed once things got to commencing. And it was. I went out hard and tried to stay with Kent and Boz, knowing that my fitness should compare. I missed the gather up with Boz and 5-6 others, simply could not hold the wheels. This would be a pretty good chase group. Boz was out ahead for most of the race in this group, to get reeled in a little later. He is riding real good, so is Kent Jones, who made the selection of the group a little further up. I suppose I will work on Boz first, then, if time permits, get Boz and that group to help real in Kent. I think Kent is fairly animalistic right now. He is always that way. Boz is full of power and can hold it like no other. I had a piece of him last night at Castlewood and worked to keep him behind me on the Roller Coaster and Lone Wolf (umm, coffee), before he shredded his rear derailer with about a million pounds of torque. He was able to limp back home, we picked up Slausen along the way for more shreddedness. Thrasher was on his little bike, so I don't know how he faired. All in all I felt pretty marvelous last night, back with the plan.
There is nothing better than "doing" cross races for doing "better" in cross races. You have to get a couple under your belt in order to be competitive. I have missed two so it is a big ladder to climb. There is a big difference in what's required, the power and cadence. There is no recovery, it is balls out. I slipped to the back before the last lap and likely finished last barring a couple DNF's behind me. That kind of sucks. But I was not feeling 100 percent, couldn't take the pain. The damn cold was still in my head and I felt it all the way until Tuesday. I do feel better now and am planning on hitting it hard today with my secret training weapon.
Yes ladies, Kaspar will be my secret weapon. He has been off for 5 months with some family stuff, but he will be back, starting today on our weekly power training in West County each Thursday at 11:00 AM. Just a couple hours. Just enough to one-up you'ass.
I have a new frame, it is called kick ass. See you Sunday.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Ballwin Busting Out of the Box
Great News:Monday, October 27, 2008
Lone Wolf Coffee Company and Cafe
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We will be featuring our own brand of coffee that is roasted fresh locally, using only the finest coffee beans from around the globe. It will be a gathering place for friends, family and business associates. Menu items will include Panini's, wraps, soups, salads, scones, sweetbreads, bagels and always a Wild Thyme's Wellness feature (power food). The menu will be a reflection of a lifestyle and commitment to active living and wellness.
Interested? Contact Pfoodman Corporate, Kevin Miquelon, 636-230-3310.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Green Day Snot

I cannot believe how long the head snot has lasted. I had to bail on the BT Epic, the race that I have been training for for months at the Berryman Trail down in Steelville. After Burnin I was left with a head cold from sleeping (not) in the back of a van. The freaking acorns kept falling from the trees above, about one an hour. Sounded like the sky was falling. I never really heard them hit once I got reasonably close to slumber, rather, I would get jarred out trying to figure out what had just happened, before realizing it was just another nut bomb from the oak trees that I had parked beneath. It was real damned annoying. Plus, I am a pee-er. And on this particular trip I had to get up 2-4 times a night to go. Because of the hydration throughout the day during the race (and a little after), just about every time a nut hit the roof of the van, I got up out of my air mattress, stumbled to the vans door and got out, stepping on twigs and rocks in my socks, trying not to wake up the dudes in the tent next to me. There were four of them sleeping in one tent, btw, weird.
I have a Green Day once a week now in order to back up a little authenticity and position myself accordingly for the occasional onslaught of arrant green initiatives. My green day is when I use the cross bike to get wherever I am going by bicycle and it doesn't matter what or where it is. I choose one day a week without looking at my calender, and go with it.
Last Tuesday I was to meet Racanelli down in Webster, then make my way over to talk with Mike Weiss at Big Shark about the new Pfoodman Team. You see, we have this new kick ass van that is all decorated real cool now. We need to collect stickers in order to do it up right. The new Pfoodman Team will be next years bad ass travel group, doing lots of races all over. Anyway, I felt terrible while on that ride (that weeks green day) and barely made it home. I have been sick ever since with this greasy head cold and snot problem. I had to ride my Ruckas yesterday, in a half ass-ed green sort of compromise. It still got 96 miles to the gallon.
I call arrant green initiatives those that have no strategy, no element or stage-of-change process. Arrant green initiatives are conducted by people with ideas and platitudes that don't quite understand the need to tread lightly amongst a very large audience who are still on the fence. They get in your face with not enough empathy for others current condition to get buy in from those not so interested or not so educated on embarking into a greener lifestyle. Not if it means being criticized or made to feel bad about their own condition. Solutions by arrant green initiatives are based often on unclear or subjective data that can cause more damage towards our world becoming more sustainable than otherwise. They are often radical, button pushing, trouble. Me, I think an authentic, slowly evolve to change process is best, a lead by example thing to better equip those I am trying to convince. I choose to purvey green initiatives with a reality based understanding of the way things can play out, if we just give it a try.
So I park my car once a week and carry out my work day without the burning of fossil fuel. I ride my bike. The only compromise I request from anyone that I encounter is that they put up with the way I look, Lycra, unkempt hair and a brief explanation of my condition. That is good enough.
I will make my why to the cross race today and resume my green day goals this week now that I am feeling a little bit better. Yesterday was the first ride back from 10 days off. I will get my ass handed to me for sure. And the snot will fade.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Psychedelic Kid Fodder

So, I guess I am OK discussing this stuff with her--some of the crazy things from my past, our past, our culture, the stuff that, because of my age and "demog", I struggle to remember and shudder to think I was even a part of. During the sixties I was younger than the college age kids portrayed in the movie. And to be honest, the hard core psychedelic generation skipped me over--a good thing. Granted, there was the occasional "acid head" kid back in school that would get people talking. The "deep thinkers" who actually did pretty well with grades but on weekends got down and dirty at "basement central" with the brain candy: the blotter and purple microdot thing. I remember seeing the stuff from time to time, never really caring much for frying the noggin that way. Not without a native American guide eh? I had a hard enough time getting my ass off to school/work to toss much brain matter out the window of an eight hour journey to Lucy.
Unfortunately my cousin did a bunch of that stuff and remains mentally disabled to this day from an overdose on LSD at age 15, so says his father whom I saw at a funeral recently. The last time I saw Randy was in 1991. He had just gotten he and his mother (with whom he was dependent on) evicted from their apartment in Las Vegas. Randy apparently wouldn't stop jumping on the bed one night...he was 35 years old. I suppose I can share this information with my kid now.
There were others whom I knew of that did that stuff too. Two of which are Doctors, one is a Professor of (of all things) philosophy in a university nearby. Yes, I escaped those things for the most part. In part to find my way to this computer, or on the couch next to my kid with a little less than half the comfort neccesary to explain what it might mean to her.
You know, (and I don't mean this in a bad way), my parents were a little whacko back in the 70’s. They weren't the psychedelic generation. More like the "Love American Style" generation living right next door to the "Beaver Cleaver" generation, it was either/or for these people: straight, or way over the top. Tacky stuff these trendsetters were involved in, they with their leisure suits, the brown liquor and the music...this likely explains our (my demog's) poor behavior in the 80's, that which most people my age, ahem, fordyish, can relate. I am skipping over this, wiping away the disco years, the urban cowboy thing, the Funkadelic…fast-forward straight to punk. Yes, punk was good-er. Moving on.
My kid doesn’t hesitate to ask about the culture back then, finds some of it interesting--some of the deep topics that parents don’t often reveal to their children. I “up” some reality every now and then. But even though I wonder if I should, I pretty much trust her to process the information in the same fashion that she proccesses influence at school or out on the street (internet). I would rather her form opinion on her fathers choices and evaluate the resulting outcome rather than embark on and live through some things unnecessary (especially some of the ugliness).
And she has to trust my assessment whether I tell her all of it or not—a positive and/or negative perception of the way that things were--what things meant back then and what they mean now—after all, she is the one who has what's yet to come, a journey navigated through her own "garden of forking paths". She who will someday shoulder the responsibility, to interpret meaning from her own experience and pass on the influence to others--her own kid someday.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Even Spew
I haven't really had too many down turns in the past months, other than the market dropping out. I am disgusted with the system, blah, blah, blah. Ah yes, here we go...
I still have 15 years to go before I get out and (for now) I am stuck in the prison of our countries investment culture. This is due to my prior belief and/or confidence in the investment system--doled out by the wisdom of experts, investment heroes, family members, legacies etc. How was I was stupid enough to believe these people, my father, father in law, just about every "got their shit together" know-it-all banker and/or money manager of every generation before me--that investing in mutual funds and the market, indexing, diversification, if you do it right will yield a nice return. Yes, there are ups and downs. Don't look at those, think long term...hello? kuh-chick...Boom!
I want to know just one thing...Who gets my money when the market turns downward? Where did it go? It started as cash, turned into paper and now the value is lower and I am out everything that I have gained and a chunk of what I have put in. The cash is still somewhere. Where the hell is it? Was it spent by poor business managers investing in more money making enterprises? Yes-- but somebody still has the cash, no?
The cash is still cash; money that has already been dispensed/expensed through typical rampant overhead general ledger accounts within most of our top 500 publicly traded companys. Those who's inability to handle inflation, creeping costs and lack of diversification has lead them to the "down time". The money has been systematically paid out to the employees working in these large corporate cultures--the companies who's inefficiencies are so great that perspective can only be brought to the attention by expensive outside consultants. The money is lost on these people, bad loans, poor inventory management, declining sales and lost leading ventures in attempts to build markets. The money sits in cash, dispensed away to the bottom feeders.
The cash sits in every bank account of every employee of every horribly run big business out there--the executive employees and "tick-bird" vendors of these business (neither likely capable of cash flowing their own lifestyles) sit pretty good as long as more cash is raised. These people, the executives and vendors of entities who go to the ceiling on raising capital in order to feed the machine--the "big ship" operators who, with one slight mis-navigation off course, run aground. These guys, the fat cat executives and executives of the vendor supported companies, have my money. The bastards with the golden parachutes.
Lets...
Roll up 500 of these big ship operators and hand them over to the investment companies with their hands into everything including the lending market. These are professionals at raising cash with fancy catalogs and marketing materials. Let them make money on the money they raise, spend it doing whatever they want to encourage investment. By all means, lets let them pay themselves a lot of money.
Let them enhance the governments opinion with some of that cash through special interest, lobbying, buying off the feds in order to get a government agency to loosen controls, restrictions, to feed the lending machine. Let people really think the investment system is working, lots of money lending and then some, lowering the standards, the economy is intact, looking good as long as it is open sea. Hey, while things are sailing good, lets let the politicians fight over power with some of that money, because there is much to be lost if power is lost. Lets derail the system in order to get control during an election year and blame it on ambiguity. Lets point fingers at the political powers, the greater of two evils. Those who continue to get the money from special interest have a lot to lose-- those who want it have a lot to gain. A portion of my money sits in the pocket of every politician on the take.
I think it is all bullshit, we have all been taken, the government is to blame and I will not put one more penny in the market, ever. Instead, I will invest in my business, what I have control over--what I can form daily opinions on, have influence over, make changes to and get immediate results, because I SAY SO. This is what I plan to do. How can we really trust anyone investing our dollars when greed plays such a role? I will earn cash and buy and sell stuff for a margin greater than what money managers can make for themselves. The system is bullshit, don't get caught up in it. Start a small business and earn cash.
Oh, don't think it ends there. You get cash, the government takes it. More later.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Pfoodman/Lone Wolf Racing Arrives at Burnin at the Bluff 5








Yes, people. Pfoodman/Lone Wolf Racing has arrived. And it was Burnin at the Bluff where we debuted the type of pain that other teams can expect from us from now on. And we ain't even warmed up yet.
I say this with respect for anyone whom we chased down or battled with for most of the day Saturday, of course. We have not always had the ability to get in to smack downs like this. We are lucky to be in the presence of greatness--lucky to get our injuries under control for this race, suffer no flats or mechanicals, (maybe a little blood)
Lone Wolf 1: Without Mesa's "roadie equipped" collection of "fast in the past" class riders: Russ Murphy, Ethan Froese and Tracy Smith, Team Xerxes (whatever the hell that is) the race would not have been nearly as fun towards the end. They made it fun. We honor their greatness and Ethan Froese's ability to play the banjo. Making Thrasher go out on lap 10 was just marvy. Fish (Froese) making me play guitar with sister schlafly, not so good.
Also getting huge honor are Tom Albert and John Rhines (third mate I forget). They set the pace on lap one with a 1:03, shredding us by nearly 30 minutes at the end. While we did indeed come within 9 minutes, due to some mechanicals on their part, Rhines and Albert (and other) continued to shred until the last lap, where we forced them to do another under strategic pressure. For a while, a short time, we had control of their destiny by sending them out on another lap for fear that we would go out just before the cutoff. Had they had problems on the last lap, and not us, we might have taken it from them. Our team was very consistent, usually our forte in races like these. Look for Lone Wolf 1 at numerous 12 and 24's in the future.
So, Lone Wolf 1, Skuck, Pfood and Thrasher took 2nd in the Fast in the Past class and 10th overall. Nice work ladies. A special shout out to Adam for being the domestic. Those eggs were mighty fine in d' mornin. He will be back next year with a vengeance, after suffering a broken back in July.
Lone Wolf 2, Gibson, Teiber and the newly returned Ethan Johnson, were honored by one of DRJ's teams, the Sex Pedals: Mark "lil Buddy" Bauer, Robert "Kankles" Metz, and Scott Mortimer. These guys battled it out all day long and in the end Tieber smoked a hot lap just barely getting past veteran and local bad ass hero Mark Bauer for a two minute lead and 6th place in "wicked fast and 17th place overall. Gibson can brag about his comeback for generations to come, suffering two broken wrists and a dislocated hip in June. He is a tough cookie. Tieber, barely 18 years old and muscling through the expert class, fit as he has ever been, will likely hammer others to come. Ethan Johnson, after a 5 year hiatus joined the team just weeks ago, now he sits in the position of pain giver for the men before him.
But lets not forget Christine Ford, who is also back from injury, a broken wrist. She joined up with the Cape Cyclewerx coed team and not only won their class in "coed", the El chupacabras put 13 minutes on Lone Wolf 1 for 9th place overall. Christine, for a short time, held the fastest lap by a female. She is back with a vengeance. Look for her in a Pfoodman/Lone Wolf Racing kit!
Monday, October 6, 2008
Subaru Short Track Dirt Crit Finale


2 Ethan Credenhead
B Race
2 John Peiffer
2 Clark/Sandknop





